Serious question..feel really bad and just want to cry..?

ok i went to a party friday night with this guy i like and one of his friends..this got pretty crazy and then the next thing i know im waking up in the hospital with wires all connected to me and i had no idea where i was. Ok well the dr's said someone put X, cocaine, or meth in my drink. i was on my way into a coma, breathing two times a minute, and my heart rate was irregular im only 16..my family almost lost me that night and i honestly dont remember any of it..i know for a fact the guy i was with didnt put anything in my drink but were unsure who did..i dont really know where im going with this but i've talked the the guy through texts and idk i just really want to call him and 'talk' i mean people said we had that night and im a virgin so i think i would know if we did anything but i am just a lil sore down there and bleeding a Little would that have to do with the catheter in me or could it be..that we did do it..? when we text he is really short of words and he feels really bad about that night..should i ask when he text me if i can call him or should i just call..? i mean i just dont know i feel like everyone in this town is mad at me and idk why..there is so much stuff going around that i just wish it would all stop..if you were the guy how would you feel about this..?